Nobody gives a damn about me because I don't give a damn about myself. And I don't give a damn about myself because nobody gives a damn about me. Vicious cycle, huh?
I have a recurring daydream where I am sitting in a therapist's office with a gun to my temple. The therapist asks: "Do you need help?" and I reply: "No." The therapist then nods her head and goes back to doing whatever she was doing before I came in. And I pull the trigger.